Dont you love it when you go to bed early and cant fall asleep. Having to get up early, you practice every ounce of discipline and head to bed at a reasonable hour. Yet, instead of falling asleep you just lay there... thinking.
I think about the day and what went down... I start dreaming about all these great possibilities... then, I suddenly realize that I should be asleep by now, so I start thinking about falling asleep... soon that turns into thinking about thinking about falling asleep... my mind drifts and suddenly I'll have all these incredible and brilliant ideas only to forget them a few seconds later... soon, I'm back thinking about how I wish I was sleeping and really should be...
it's a killer cycle. counting sheep never worked for me.
So what do I do? I turn on the lights, pop in the iPod (Snow Patrol and the Postal Service) and start emailing and blogging. It seems like the right thing to do. Hopefully, I'll be able to crash soon.
I went to bed early because I'm heading to OKC tomorrow morning with my dear friend, and fellow community pastor, Katie, for
Bridgeway's Fall Leaders Retreat. My time there is always refreshing... connecting with friends, hearing their stories, and being encouraged in learning from this man Jesus. It's like going home! For an extra bonus some friends from K-State will also be in attendance. It will be a party!!